"Heartbreak is an odd experience. At 7am you wish you could snooze your alarm and hide from the sunlight. At 10 you feel unstoppable and like maybe today is the day the heartbreak will ease. At 1pm you’re crying at your desk silently, hoping no one will notice and at 2 you’re running to the bathroom because you feel nauseous. At 3 you feel like you can manage. At 5 you’re exhausted from your heart leading you on this emotional roller coaster and your brain unsuccessfully trying to take back control. Come 8 o’clock and you’re squeezing your pillow, howling out to the moon wishing you could feel anything, anything but this."
People become attractive over time as you get to know them. Someone who you once felt completely neutral towards can make your stomach do somersaults. It’s not that they were not good looking to begin with, it’s just that things happened which made your conscience ease up and your heart changed. Good character can contribute to how someone perceives you.
"I’m too attached to you.
I think about you all the time.
Your eyes were my favorite,
as well your smile
and your touch.
Our hands only touched briefly
but
those moments made me happy.
You make me happy.
You aren’t mine
but
I wish you were because
then I’d be happy everyday,
feel beautiful everyday,
feel my heart melt everyday
by just your words,
and let you melt into my skin
and stay there like a tattoo,
permanent and never fade."
Me: yoooo I’m getting fucked up tonight 🔥🔥
Me: *gets drunk* hey, we should have an in depth discussion about our feelings and take turns crying for emotional release
